On the way to work today, I heard a song that I've heard a million times before, but for some reason, today it rang true to my current situation. I've been surfing through blogs reading everything from divorce to new recipes. And then it hit me - where is my life going and why does it seem like everyone else has a plan?
This year (so far) hasn't been the best nor the worst. Here's a short list:
* One year of marriage :)
* Two years of my husband searching for work and coming up empty :(
* Eight months of our town home on the market :(
* A few month of us starting a small business :)
* Almost eight years down the part-time retail drain; I got laid off last month :(
* A month after our boxer got Cancer and had surgery (Stage 2) :(
I am trying my best to count as many blessings as I can, but lately, even that gets really hard to do. I just feel like we are stuck and can't move forward. I worry that things will always be this way and while we try for change - everyone else around us will move forward while we struggle to stay a float. How did we get here? Can't blame a president or an economy; it is what it is. Trying to figure out how to make the best out of a situation can be exhausting. Trying to find more tricks to pull out of my sleeve isn't working here. So what is next? I have no clue, but I will keep hoping for the best.
1 comment:
Ebb and flow, that's what I always think. Here's to hoping this season ends quickly and is followed by a fantastic one!!!
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